Sing for
Absolution







Date: Dec 31, 2009
Time: 8:30 PM
2010

Well, it's only a couple of hours to 2010.

Thankyou 2009, for being a great year.
Whether memories good or bad, you were a part of my life and that's all that matters ^^

2009 was a year of firsts

First time I experienced sec school life
First time I got to really know Kpop
First time I did stuff I wouldn't dare to do in pri school..

Ah, the list goes on and on.

[Goes off topic]
Bytheway, I'm watching MBC Gayo Daejun now LIVE!
Apparently it is outdoors and with what little clothing some of the Idols are wearing, they must be cold!
There's mist coming out of their mouths poor things.
Currently it's Davichi with 8282.
Wow, someone just said it's -11 degrees in Seoul now!
Ouch, and Kara was wearing CHEERLEADER outfits just now.
I'll just freeze there.
But the stage is pretty awesome.
There's like fireworks in almost all the songs.

Oh, and Sungminnie?
Happy Birthday!
Wishing you a blessed birthday and hope that you will be well.
Don't stop 13elieving and the ELFs are always behind you all always! ^^


Stay cute and just wait for Bummie, Hannie and Kangin to come back.
They will.

*Update

Now it's Seohyun and Kim Tae Woo with SarangBi!
Gosh, Seohyun is like wearing so little.
HOW DO THEY EVEN STAND IT IN THIS COLD?
At least Kim Tae Woo is wearing a thick jacket.
With his signature shades.
Oh wow, now there's like sebonzakura falling from the sky!
HAHA.

2010, I'm ready to take you on.
Bring it baybeh.


Date: Dec 30, 2009
Time: 6:40 PM
Kiss the Rain

I have just finished SHINee's Yunhanam.

Currently, I'm looking for subbed versions of SK and SGB.

Ohwell, Yunhanam is what brought me to SHINee anyway.
So, now I'm a new fan of SHINee!
YAYZ.

It doesn't hurt to be a fan of more Idol groups anyway ;D
So my bias shall be Onew.
That dorky guy *says in an accusing but really doesn't mean it voice*

Haha, I love his Onew Sarangtae moments.
There are plenty of them in Yunhanam.

I have just realised that I have not done any quizzes yet.
So if you have any KPOP ones, just tag me mohoho.
Hmm, maybe I'll go steal some from Rachel's blog now..

*Goes her blog and sees Kpop quizzes*

Ah, here's one.

You see Suju waiting at the airport. Who do you hug first?
YESUNG DUH.

You are at the dorms and you have to find a roommate to sleep with. Who do you choose?
Yesung and Sungmin. Hmm, and Kyu maybe. I'm finding Kyu really hot these days.

You guys are bored so you have a dancing contest. Who is your partner?
I'm sorry, Yesung. But you're really not a good dancer x.x I'll probably choose Hankyung.

You guys are tired and everybody goes to sleep...except you and...?
Yesung! Cause he'll be playing with his turtle and showing awesome Epic Failness.

What do you guys do?
Play with his turtle or go disturb the rest of the member's sleep >D

You wake up to prepare breakfast. Who do you wake up to help you?
LOL. HANKYUNG!

They have to leave for their schedule. What do you do?
Follow them. Just in case they meet SS501, DBSK or Kara at their schedule >D Hmm-hmm-hmm!

You go to KTR and Super Junior are the guests. Who do you sit next to?
Yesung obviously! Hasn't he been in almost all my answers so far?

You are on your way home and you are tired. Whose shoulder do you lean on?
Heh. I would say Youngsaeng cause he has such nice shoulders but YESUNG!

You wake up in the morning and it's your last day with Super Junior. What do you do?
I will go into instant happiness and take something personal from each of the members as a souvenir. Then, I will take lotsa photos and if I can, hug all of them and steal a kiss from Yesung. Then, when I leave, I will go into instant depression mode and sob all the way home.

You are at the airport and you see Suju crying. What do you do?
Simply hug them. And 13elieve that they shall be happaye again!

It's been a week since you left and LSM calls. He wants you to live with them. What do you do?
If only... But I'll prolly say yes. BWAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH.


Okay, credits to SJ-world.

Heehee, that was an easy one.
I'LL BE LOOKING OUT FOR MORE QUIZZES~!

Gonna post an awesome video of YS playing a song that I fell in love with when I heard noona play it for Jonghyun in Yunhanam.



Date: Dec 24, 2009
Time: 4:57 PM
Christmas baybeh.



It's Christmas Eve!

However, as the years go by..
People are missing the REAL meaning to this season.

Yes, it is a time to open gifts, have fun and celebrate.
But what exactly are we celebrating?

The day where our Saviour and Abba Daddy was born.

Take the song 'We Are The Reason' for example.

As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
And all the gifts and toys we knew we'd find
But we never realised
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

As the years went by
We learnt more about gifts
And the giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
Because of love, because of love

So, in reality. All the gifts we receive each year can never amount to the greatest gift we received,
2000 years ago.

Another song, 'Come On, Ring Those Bells' says it too.

Celebrations come because of something good
Celebrations we love to recall
Mary had a baby boy in Bethlehem
The greatest celebration of all

Not enough for you?

Check out my church's very own song
Called 'Love's Come Down'

Do you know the meaning of the season
Past the tinsel and lights,
the festivities and laughter
it's a story of the ageless love
For God so loved the world,
He gave His only son

We spend Christmas at Orchard Road, at the malls and whatnot.
But we really should be spending this precious day worshiping and remembering Him.

And celebrate that fateful day 2000 years ago.
Where Jesus was born to die for our sins =D

So I wish you all an early Blessed Christmas!


Date: Dec 22, 2009
Time: 8:24 PM
13 ♥

I AM BACK UNIVERSE.

Touched down around 6+ last evening.

Got a lot of souvenirs - a unique one for each of you :)
Although I'm sorry that I didn't get those specific items (refer to older blog post)

I did see some hot guys.
One in the tour group.
Sat beside one when eating ramen.
Ahh, the memories.

Sorta miss sleeping in a different hotel every night.
I'll be posting a Hokkaido post later on with pictures so wait for it.

However during these 7 days I missed a lot too.
Caroling with DG
Christmas Service on Sunday

But there will be a DG Christmas Party tomorrow yay.
Can't wait to exchange gifts.

And a BIG congratulations to Keon :D
For the arrival of baby Rachel!
YOU'RE A DADDY NOW!
I know she will be a big blessing ^^

Ok, sad part comes last.
I touched down and went home and ate dinner and switched on tablet.

And I saw the news about Hankyung.

Whyyyy ohmigosh.

I come home to sadness.
It's like DBSK all over again.
I can't stand another one of my fav idol groups going through the same "SM is unfair" process.
Which always ends up in a lawsuit.


Look, Yoochunnie is also sympathetic.

Anyw, I watched SGB and Invincible Youth again today.

MIR WAS ON SGB OHMIGOSH YAY.
I was so happy when I saw him.
He was there with Thunder :)
Ahhh, him wearing glasses are one of the cutest things ever.

I have no idea how idols manage to pull of wearing glasses so well.
Some of them actually looked better with glasses!

Oh well, it's the 41st blog post.
I think I'll go change my skin.

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DARLING SHIRO.
You've given me much joy and happiness this year.

Made me love teal too! (The colour of your eyes)

Please don't ever die kay.





Date: Dec 15, 2009
Time: 7:30 PM
SeeYa

Final quick post before I fly off.

I'll be uncontactable until the 21st and I'll be leaving my hp behind.

Hopeful I'll come back with all the souvenirs and lotsa pictures

Till then, take care and God bless!

Leaving with a cutie pie video of Yesunggie acting dorkish.



Date: Dec 12, 2009
Time: 3:33 PM
Encounter Jesus 5 Camp

I am Camp Sick (If there's such a thing)

Before going into the details, I'd like to say

EJ5 CAMP IS THE AWESOME-EST THING EVER.
SORRYSORRYSORRYSORRY. (I'll explain later)

Day 1:

Met Yvette and Dasrene at CCK mrt to begin our long train ride to Pasir Ris
It was totally squeezy in there with our luggages haha.

When we reached, we took a taxi to THE OTHER SIDE (not EJ5 Campsite)
And we went to the I DARE U campsite hahahahha
A little pissed cause we didn't look at the info paper correctly
And wasted some money.

So we reached there and was late.
Put our luggages in the holding room.
And then went for briefing at the main stadium.
So Level 1s and 2s went to WILDWILDWET first
While Level 3s and 4s went to play the outdoor games

First time going to WWW and it was...AWESOME.
Hahaha, went to the river first and shared a double float with Yvette.
Then Joel kept splashing us.

After that we tried the Ular-lah (or smth)
Screamed so much hehe.
After that we did the long purple slide which was a little scary cause you couldn't see anything inside.
Went to the wave pool last.
Keon kept capsizing us hahahahahah
I have no idea why I was the only one among Yvette and Dasrene that actually capsized.
Cause Keon was like
" You can swim right?"
" Yeah"
And the next thing, I was already in the water.

Rode the Sky Ride after that to get a auto dry off.

Went back to campsite to dry off more and eat wonderful lunch.

After that was the outdoor games.
Totally AWESOME.
Went back to campsite to bathe (YAY)
And gather for wonderful dinner.
And lastly...PRAISE AND WORSHIP!!!

Awesome Praise and Worship with Sean and others
Then they did the praying thing..
Where the Leaders would lay hands and pray for those who came to the front.
I didn't go for that one cause I was a little scared.

After all that was the AWESOME sermon by Ps Benjamin.
He told us not to boast about material things but boast about the fact that we know/understand God.
If we do not boast, those things shall run after us.
He taught us that the hebrew word for 'KNOW' is Yada.
Yada can mean:

- To know by observing; reflecting
- To know by experiencing

To know God, we have to experience Him with feelings.
Emotions = my sick-bed of change
Grace = The Divine Strength

And remember, It's PERFECTLY FINE to cry in the presence of God.

Love does not just provide, it protects too.

Day 2:

Woke up.
Had Quiet Time as a whole DARE.
Took Holy Communion and read the Daily Devo for the day (9DEC)
Then we went down and had breakfast.

Played the movie game after that.
And also the Project Runway game.

Then we went to games!
Unfortunately we were only able to play 2 games because of the time.
And the 2 games we were able to play involved PAINT YAY.
Yellow and Blue to be exact.
Had a hard time washing off all the paint after that tho.

Then it was dinner and AWESOME PRAISE AND WORSHIP AGAIN HAHA.
This time I went for the praying thing.
Although I felt the Holy Spirit pushing me but I refused to fall and steadied myself.
It was a great experience.

Sermon by Ps Benjamin again.
This time, he said...

God is LOVE.
So, if we know LOVE, we know God.
Because God personifies LOVE.

Discipline is out of LOVE and punishment is out of hatred.

Get God Involved.

Day 3:

Had service in the morning and did the praying thing again.
This time they prayed for those who had issues with their Dads
Went twice and fell twice.
Got really emotional and started crying after that.
It was truly and AWESOME experience.
It was also the final service for EJ5 Camp.

Ps Benjamin said...

That we were created to strive in the environment of LOVE
We were created for LOVE, in LOVE.
And pride is broken down everytime we receive LOVE.

Our identities are the Children of the Most High God.
Therefore, when we know that, we don't comprimise.

People cannot resist LOVE

After that AWESOME service, we went to do Team-Building games.
There were 3 stations.
Shark Attack, Capture the Flag and this Grid game.

After that, we went back to wash up/eat dinner.

Had DARE GOD TALENT after that.
One group performed a dance item.

Of GEE and SORRYSORRY.
So now everyone is crazy over the SORRYSORRY dance.
Everyone keeps rubbing their hands in the air.
hahahahah.
SORRYSORRYSORRYSORRY.

Congratulations to E.O.TREME.RA.ZIO.ME for winning!

AWESOME P&W after that.
And there was no curfew!!!
So we all gathered at Keon's room to play to entire night.
He treated us to Macs Supper!

We played Murderer until like 4.
Then the girls went back to their rooms.
Yvette, Dasrene and I stayed back to play Cheat!
With Joel, Pethuel and Soar.

And it ended up with me and Joel left.
So at one time we were so tired of playing that Yvette (she was helping me play some parts) slammed down all my cards and said

" SEVEN SEVENS!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

And we ended up going like

"4 Kings.."

"4 Queens..."

LOLROFL.

At around 6, we left and I headed to my room alone.
But saw the Extreme + EG people on the way back and decided to stay and play with them.

Talked about Sean and other stuff.
Danced around.

Finally went back to my room with Jasmine and Ruth.
Talked a while and slept for around half an hour.

Listened to music till 8+.

Then started packing my bag to get ready to go home.

We brought our luggages down at around 10.
Put them in the holding room while we went for breakfast.
Then the camp closing ceremony,
Prize giving, Saw a camp video then picture taking.

Ahhh, it took me a while to remember all this cause I have a slight case of STM.

"Let not the wise man glory in his wisdom,
Let not the mighty man glory in his might,
Nor let the rich man glory in his riches

But let him who glories glory in this,
That he understands and know Me
That I am LORD.
Exercising lovingkindness, judgement and righteousness in the Earth,
For in these I delight" Says the LORD - Camp verse (Jeremiah 9:23 - 24)






Date: Dec 7, 2009
Time: 1:09 PM
Nutty and Frowny

I'm off to the wonderful ENCOUNTER JESUS 5 CAMP tomorrow!

Expecting an awesome encounter with Abba Daddy during those 4 days.

Hurt people, hurt people
Loved people love people.

I am His beloved and will always be.

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Just finished watching Pops in Seoul on arirang.

MBLAQ was being interviwed.
At first when I saw them I thought :

"Awww, why couldn't they have brought in SS501 or SUJU (although they all won't fit inside the studio"

But then the interview started and my impression of them gradually changed

And now they're my latest interest~
Mir is awesome cute.
And so is Lee Joon.

I only have less than a month with them though.
Since my fangirling is officially going to end on 4JAN.

Sigh.


You know after listening to Chu~
For like the millionth time then I realised that before Amber's rapping,
her name is said.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.



Date: Dec 4, 2009
Time: 2:46 PM
I Hope

Gosh.

I seem to be becoming one of those people who post only one picture and say something underneath it.

I should kick that habit.

There is a Level 1 screening of The Passion of the Christ today.
But I can't go :'(

Ohwells, I got my Suju-ness the other day cause my purple-ness got washed to oblivion.
Yay.

Pang came back without presents T^T
Nevermind, I shall come back with everything

I can still remember you know.

CY - Some fur thing
Gloria - Snow
Hannah - Lelouch
Mao - Hongki stuff
Shuhui - Ayu
Pang+Priscilla - Hot guy. (In Pang's case, wrapped up in pink)

I'll try to find those stuff.
Mohohooho


You can't really see it clearly, but yes.
It is REBIRTH's album cover!
HAHA, so I don't need to put in pictures.

There is also a video recording function so I can tape (Y) stuff.
Then I can watch it on the plane if I get bored.
Which I probably will.

I dreamt of Minnie and Teukkie last night.
Haha, must be because I watched Idol World (Adult World ahem)
and re-watched Intimate Note yesterday.

PS. EJ5 in 4 days!!!!


Date: Dec 2, 2009
Time: 1:14 PM
Wings of the World


I love it when he wears his cap like that.



Date: Dec 1, 2009
Time: 2:44 PM
We are shovelling fart down our throats.

I am back from camp!

Which incidentally rocka rocka rocka rocka-ed
Did random fangirling with Rachel and Joyce in between

Like singing off tune to LLT and RDD while walking
And dibidip-ing to Dejavu
And Bacha-ing to Lachata
And Yeow!-ing to Rock U

And blahs.

Oh the last night was awesome.
And I totally dislike food now.

I'm lazy to post the details
so you all can go Rachel's Blog and read the rocka.

Hahahaha, next year...
I'll probably not pon camp.
Unless there is a concert going on then I will.

Later at 5, I'm going to watch SGB.
Then Invincible Youth.
I'm not sure whether it's the MH episode though

Ohwells, till next year.