Sing for
Absolution







Date: Feb 28, 2010
Time: 10:28 PM
Jay, Khun, Junsu - My official 2PM biases



I LOL-ed so much at this.
But I won't see him do that anymore. On TV at least.
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As a part of my mourning process, I splurged on some 2PM photos yesterday at CC
I bought
- 1 Onew picture
- 1 Yesung picture (Finally one glam one)
- 1 2PM picture
- 1 2PM picture (w/o Taec. SORRY. But I only realised Taec wasn't there until I reached home. HAHAHAHAHAH)
The other 2PM picture had everyone inside D:
And Jay looked damn happy ^^
I still agree to my hypothesis that Jay did that with another mem's sister.
I could be wrong, but it's highly plausible after seeing what Chansung said at the Press Conference.
Can't wait for SHINee's arrival at SG again I guess.

Btw, I'm going to be at Bintan from 1-5MARCH.
So I'll be kinda uncontactable
I'm bringing my HP along though.
Currently in the process of packing my luggage.
I'm still wondering whether I should bring my Eeyore..
SO EXCITED~~~~~
And I can't wait to come back and watch HelloBB Ep6 too
Cause they featured SG.
And they way Key said "Sshinaporle" is super funnaye.
THEY WENT TO KIDDY PALACE AT MARINA SQUARE AND TOUCHED THE BOXES OF NERF DARTS THERE.
I'm going there next time and go around kissing all the Nerf Darts boxes.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHH.
The shop people probably will think I'm nuts.

Okay, I gtg :)
Don't miss me too much!


Date: Feb 26, 2010
Time: 9:59 PM
Pink Old Man




Hello, this is JYP Entertainment.

Last September, 2PM’s member Park Jaebeom announced his withdrawal from the group and returned to Seattle after a message he wrote on the internet during his trainee days caused backlash. We will now reveal what course of action will be taken.

Although the message that became an issue last September upset many people, it was written during Jaebeom’s tough trainee days on his personal page. At the time, the company agreed with Jaebeom when he asked to take some time for self-reflection. We did not think that this meant that he would stop all activities in the entertainment industry or that he would leave 2PM.

The company had the option of forcing Park Jaebeom to stay and continue promoting with a 7 member 2PM. However, although netizens exaggerated Jaebeom’s words through mistranslations, his words still had the potential to hurt many people. Because of this, we did not want to endorse Jaebeom and force him to continue promotions because it might have damaged his image permanently in the public eye, and so we agreed with his decision to return to the States.

When a celebrity makes a mistake and does not apologize for his / her mistake or if the company endorses that celebrity, the public view of that celebrity becomes more negative and it was in the company’s thoughts that letting Jaebeom withdraw from the group for self-discipline would be good.

Thankfully, after Park Jaebeom left the country, an outpour of support gave him another chance.

After Jaebeom’s leave, we did not release any additional information because we did not want the public to be influenced by malicious sources. Since Park Jaebeom’s return to Seattle, the company has searched for vocal, dance, and acrobatics teachers, and the company producer JYP went personally to Seattle to talk to these teachers and formulate a program.

All recent CF’s, performances, promotions and contracts that have involved 2PM have been made with the mindset that the group would eventually have all 7 members present after Park Jaebeom’s return and so we waited for his comeback.

In November, 2009, the company proposed that Park Jaebeom make his comeback through an album that would have been released this year in April, and Park Jaebeom had agreed to these plans. The plans called for Jaebeom’s return to Korea on the third week of February and a press conference would have been held before promotions as a 7 member 2PM began.

Because of the support he received from the public after his withdrawal from 2PM, Park Jaebeom’s return would have improved 2PM’s efforts and most importantly we would have been able to receive the complete support of the fans once again. The company and the group had high hopes.

However, if the news of Jaebeom’s comeback were revealed too quickly, we felt that the public would once again be negative. Although the fans criticized the lack of information from us, we did not reveal any plans for the comeback.

On December 22nd, 2009, Jaebeom confessed to Jung Wook, a representative, that he had done something wrong during the Again and Again promotions. Apparently, it was far more serious than his MySpace controversy.

The six other members were not notified then as they were busy with year-end activities. On January 3rd, 2010, we all sat down for a discussion and came to an agreement 3 days later that it was no longer possible for Park Jaebeom to continue activities along with 2PM.

We thus decided to terminate our exclusive contract with Jaebeom.

Although we wanted to release this information as soon as possible, Park Jaebeom’s personal situation prevented us from revealing this information until now and we hope you understand.

We would like to emphasize that all the information above is true in its entirety.

We are revealing these details through this message now because if we had lied and gave false information, we would have lost any trust that we held with the fans.

To 2PM and all the people who waited for Park Jaebeom’s return, we apologize deeply and are sorry to have to reveal this sad news to everyone.

The company and the remaining 6 members will prepare even harder and greet you with a better image.

Thank you.


WHAT.IS.THIS.

The cherry on top was that I was stalking Jay videos just the day before this was released.

I just got to know Jay through stalking and I was almost considering kicking away Khun for him.

Then the next day I see this.

I am still watching WildBunny and seeing how Jay was back then with his group

How bad he was at driving and how he talks like he doesn't care but in his heart, he cares.

How he keeps saying the words 'nipples' and 'boobs' cause he likes it.

How he is such a great MC in a good/bad way

How he was the leader and he was shorter than all the rest

How he teases WooYoung and acts so dorky when they are taking photos

This Jay is not coming back

We won't see Jay on TV anymore. He shall be like any ordinary person like us

But the impact that he left on our hearts before he left lingers on.

Park Jaebeom: 2PM's leader. Forever.

There's nothing you could say. there's nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth.

So keep holding on, cause you know We'll Make It True, We'll Make It True. - Keep Holding On (Avril Lavigne)





Date: Feb 23, 2010
Time: 10:03 PM
Lupin



Can someone say awesome?


Heys, I'm neglecting art. Cause art is phail this year.
And idc about shoes. Personally, I prefer slippers.
I feel so happy today.
Cause when I switched on the TV at 5 today for StarGoldenBell,
I saw:

SJ- Kyu, Sungmin, Donghae, YESUNG
SHINee- Jonghyun, Key, ONEW
BEG- Narsha, Miryo
SECRET- Seonhwa

So happy to see my honeys gathered together.
Grahs, SJ's going to Malaysia on the 20. We'll be so close then.
I would be able to breathe their air.

Oh, I just realised I have a mosquito bite on my scalp.

6 more days to Bintan Trip!
So excited ohmigoshyayzwhoo
Bringing camera~

This is my latest obsession.



Date: Feb 21, 2010
Time: 9:05 PM
Healing, Peace, Love

Wow.

Today I'm gonna blog about the sermon cause I haven't been doing that for a while
Today I went to church after not going last week
Cause of CNY

So Ps Lian showed us a video clip of last week's sermon.
It is so fantastic (elastic)

It was about Ps Prince telling us God spoke to him during Ps Lian's sermon last week.
When she was talking
Lemme give a you brief description of what he said.

"I believe that God has something to say about this year.
Do you know what day is it today? Yes, it is what? Chinese New Year.
This year is the Year of The Tiger. When you hear of tiger, what is the first thing you think of?
Stripes. So this is the Year of Aggressive Healing. Aggressive as tigers are aggressive. Healing is because Jesus is striped at the cross, where he bore all our sickness and sin.
That is the first point.
This is another point. This is also a what day? Yes, a Sunday. Therefore, it is also a Year of Aggressive Peace. Because Sunday is for us to rest at peace.
The last point. This is also Valentines' Day. A day for all those lovers. It is therefore also a Year of Aggressive Love. Why aggressive? It is because we have NO CHOICE but to accept these gifts. It is not that we asked for them, we are given them, aggressively. It is because we cannot refuse these gifts."

Amazing. Simply amazing.

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Today Hannah, ChunYee and ShuHui came to my house for LSCEP.
I grew so fat today from eating dinner.
Boooooooooo.
Can't wait for tomorrow! So excited about Thinking Day celebration. YAYZ.
But I have to wake up extra early to wear uniform to school.
Hope I don't fall when I do Besok Right tomorrow.
Hahahahahahahahahahah.


Date: Feb 19, 2010
Time: 4:43 PM
Maknae



Little Maknae's Changmin's birthday today!
So he posted this picture of DBSK a while ago on twitter

How happy.


But little Changmin does not look like that now.
Such a young boy of 23 looking like an ajusshi.
I hope he gets better


Date: Feb 17, 2010
Time: 9:27 PM
Abs Alert.


60th Post (Y)

Hi, I am just here to say 'sort of la y?'

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

So, science test tomorrow.
Wish me all the best.




Date: Feb 12, 2010
Time: 11:55 PM
Third Language

YAYZ~

Today was CNY celebrations
I didn't go back to dlss so me, PXY, Hannah and CY went to Thiong to eat lunch
Then we saw some ji go bei stuff in Comics Connection.
PXY bought the strong strong silver magnets to play
Went to popular and bought a new LBD book
Was finding it for quite a while so I'm so happy that I managed to find it.

Then went to Lot one with PXY
We walked around aimlessly until we found ourselves at the library.
Reading books to improve our Third Language
It was a enriching experience.

So yeah, we also read some other books to improve our general knowledge.
See, CNY also study. So good right?

Then PXY went to buy her shoes.
Very funny, she had to take off her socks.
Then we were very noob when we were paying for the shoes TT

Meeting dumdum old XY tomorrow morning at an atrocious hour of 9AM
I'll just go to meet her in my PJs la.

Shows watched today:

- Idol Maknae Rebellion with SHINee (w/o MH), ShortyJ, SeungHyun(FTI) and Mir.

- Re-watched SJ's Relay Talk

- HanChul moments

- StarKing 070721




Date: Feb 10, 2010
Time: 8:43 PM
The other Horse in the industry.

As a complete phail, in my life, I have only heard two Horses in the KEntertainment world.
Jungmin from SS501
and
Siwon from SJ.

Today is the second horses's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HORSE SIWON
May you stay as chocolatey as chocolatey abs can get!
Idk what I just typed.
ANYW, continue to perform more SiChul/HeeWon love as Bromance is (Y)
Keep Suju together and keep making dear Yesung jealous of your looks!
Hahahahahah.


Ohyes, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Sooyoung too



Date: Feb 9, 2010
Time: 9:40 PM
I want your Fried Rice.

For him, I have taken time to post this instead of finish Literature.



Happy Birthday dear Hannie!
I hope you have a great birthday nevertheless.
Where ever you are, do not miss out on this birthday as birthdays are meant to be treasured.
I know you wanna spend it with Chuls right? Hahahahahaha
Go to Everland again.
I bet more fans will chase after you all.
Anyway, on this day, do not think about the lawsuit.
Think about happy times and fond memories with SJ.
Think about the future you have with them
Think about how you would want to spend Won's birthday tomorrow

And just 13elieve.
May Won, Chuls, Han and Bummie be reunited again



Date: Feb 6, 2010
Time: 10:58 PM
Into the new world

I can't believe that I'm obsessed over that song!
Once again, I would like to state that I only don't like some members
But I totally LOVE LOVE LOVE their songs.

Esp. Into the new world.
It's sounds so Japanese to me
And it's on permanent(somewhat) replay on my iTunes.
Yay.

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So I went to get some CNY clothes today
Only a pair of shoes and a shirt
Cause it was late and Mum and I was so tired from shopping.
So I still have a pair of heels, and another shirt/dress to get.
And some accessories from Forever21.
Cause apparently they say the accessories there are nice.

The shirt I got is blue checked. It's big so it's really comfortable.
The shoes I got were black flats with ribbons on top.
It looked something like this except that the ribbons were centralized.


Ohyes, and I saw some seriously killer heels at that shop.
I thought I'd die just looking at them:


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Great sermon today~





Date: Feb 4, 2010
Time: 9:58 PM
The world of Kyu and Starcraft

It's late but Happy Birthday
And don't care about the criticism that is being thrown at you kay.
Hope you and your hyungs continue to 13elieve and Prom15se to stay together~^^

And and and and gratz to Dongho to graduating from middle school hahahahah.
Yes, I still believe we have a chance.








Date: Feb 3, 2010
Time: 5:27 PM
The air has gone un-blingz.

YAYZ. I LOVE YOU PXY.
For getting my darling Wireless@SG

Gosh, blogging from the library now
But I have to go soon cause I have tuition in a whiles
Aish
I have like something on everyday after school now
Have to do Guides presentation tomorrow
Our idea will rock :DDD

So, SHINee has gone home
But they're scent is here forever.
PLEASE COME BACK.
Okay, I gtg naos.
Byebye~^^