Sing for
Absolution







Date: Apr 29, 2010
Time: 8:45 PM
The pin dropped.

Heys,
Leave a tag if you can and the website is still under-going construction so it may not be perfect yet.

Nothing much to say regarding the past few days.
Tomorrow is Hannah's Birthday!
So I shall be a good old woman and post an early birthday message

Hello Hannah:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
It's our last year in the same class so I hope you will cherish our time together
Continue to enjoy and love guides and be my nice old bitching friend
Hope you enjoy your day tomorrow and don't get angry at certain people alright?

Love,
Kellie

PS. I'll even help you scratch your mosquito bites after Traffic Duty for you *snigger*



Date: Apr 26, 2010
Time: 8:41 PM

sighs, this is way too mean
im gonna log out of kellie's account alr
HAHA
cos i want to blog properly in my blog.
it has been dead for some time now :D


Date:
Time: 8:40 PM

i just remembered something really funny
xinyuan still has access to my blogger account
sighs, but she doesnt feel like logging out
so from now on, she'll be helping me to blog too :D
mauahaa
coffee prince~


Date: Apr 25, 2010
Time: 9:53 PM
My wish for you is that your life goes all that you want it to.

Your dreams stay big and your worries stay small,
You never have to carry more than you can hold.

Well, yesterday was Guides farewell.
The day where those Ma'ams stepped down.
Those awesome, wonderful, encouraging, lovable, kind Ma'ams stepped down
Those countless dance practices we had all boiled down to that day
The day that we could show our Ma'ams that we are still one big united Sec2 Guides that would not let them down.
It lasted a little over 3minutes.
Although we crapped a little over the "random dance move" part (My pelvic trust turned out to be a disaster)
But overall I was really happy with the performance
So proud of everyone *sniffs*
The Sec1s performance was truly saddening. Close to tears when I heard them sing.
But the flood came when the whole Company sang "My Wish" together.
As we were dressed in our costumes, neon tights and all.
Our voices resounded in the room, our eyes on the Ma'ams that guided us throughout the 365 years
; the lyrics that held so much meaning were personified using song to them
I hope they understood our well-wishes.
THANKYOU, all the Sec4 Ma'ams for creating memories with me
THANKYOU for guiding this mischievous company of Guides
THANKYOU for your constant nagging which in the end, turned out for our good
Bascially,
THANKYOU for everything :)
I know our paths will cross again.




Date: Apr 22, 2010
Time: 9:27 PM
It's Skin

Normally, I don't do emo posts but it just comes all out yknow.
As Gloria said, in a week, there is always one day which is the crappiest.
This is my day.
Everything just came at once.
Not just the leg thing, the MYEs, the work and the stress.
Yeah, you may think I am a slacker but apparently you don't see I am trying to make an effort right?
Seeing all the past year MYE papers, it made me realise how close we are to it.
How much it affects our marks and it determines whether we get.
Then here comes Math strolling in.
The black sheep.
Do you know whenever we get a piece of math homework, how scared I feel.
How stressed I feel when I sit at my study table and begin doing it.
I don't know whether I am able to do it or not
I don't know what will happen tomorrow when I show blanks cause I simply cannot get the answer
And I have English, Chinese test tomorrow
Throw in math homework tonight and the feeling of dread that I am getting back Lit test marks tomorrow and you've got yourself one crazy girl.
Came home late today so I guess it's going to be one hectic night.
And here enters the leg thing.
A have a rectangular patch of bruising about 3x1 cm on my calf.
No, I am not blaming you Mao.
It's just that the bruise makes my life more inconvenient.
That I have to be very careful when I sit down or stand up.
And I know how leaders feel like now
When you have to control somebody but that person just refuses to listen.
But you cannot lose your cool at them cause it will make them lose their trust in you
So all you can do is just to quietly simmer there.

One more thing,
I feel very disappointed when I see xxxx neglect me in the whole thing
Yes, I know xxxx is the person in charge of the thing but do you know I have trained very hard too?
Do you know it hurts me that you still do not regard me as a capable participant in the whole thing?
To make sure I do not drag xxxx down, I have practiced so hard and thought my efforts would pay off.
But in the end, I am still regarded as one of them.
I always thought that if I tried my best, others would notice but apparently it does not apply to xxxx.
Sugar, Spice.
Throw in the fact that today was our last Guides Session with the Sec4 Ma'ams and you have got a Kellie crying on the toilet seat.
Saturday is going to be a sad day. But I really hope they see that I do cherish them and I do not want to let them down.

I guess this was the first thing that made me smile today.




Date: Apr 19, 2010
Time: 9:46 PM
Space 마자



Blog title is one of my favourited songs in the new 2PM album.
And ohmigad, Khun's rap is damn sexy.
I never knew he had it in him.
Hahahah, so proud.
-wipe tears-

Of course Without U is my Number 1 song at this point of time.
It's stuck on repeat on my playlist.
I think I am addicted to it
"Everything happens for a reason, Everything happens for a reason"
-Cue Khun's rap-

I remember when LLT came out,
I put it on repeat on my playlist until it reached like 60 play count in 2 days.
Damn, I'm so proud of those 6 boys.
And to those antis who are dissing Jay cause he told us to go listen to Without U,
get a life.
What is wrong with him saying that?
It shows that Jay still has them in his heart.
Shouldn't you feel touched?

Damn, you totally can see JYP in the dance moves.



Date: Apr 17, 2010
Time: 10:23 PM
Miscommunication sucks.

Wow. What a long day.
Let's start from the top.

Woke up at a disgusting hour of 6AM on a SATURDAY
Reached school at 7 for Speech Day.
Some stuff happened that I do not wish to remember
But I left school at 1.30PM
Reached church at approx. 2.15 and P&W already started.
I already heard Sean singing at the foyer
"whoo whoo, whoo whoo!"
So then service started and Ps Benjamin said something awesome

You do not get healed by seeing the dripping blood in Twilight,
You get healed by seeing His blood on the cross.
He is not Twilight,
He is the Light of the World

OHMIGAAAD, SO AWESOME IKR.
Left to eat dinner as a level at Millennial Walk
Sang birthday song for the April babes and ate cake *yum*

After that, I took a train to Orchard to meet my Mum.
She didn't reach yet so I wandered around Uniqlo.
Then Zhihan + Tania ambushed me and I was like omg.
They told me to run inside to see the other Sec3Guides at the cashier
So scared Joyce, Qiao En and LiYun from behind.
And being Joyce, she was like
"Ohmyeff, why are you stalking me huh?!"
Hoohohohohohohohoho.

Mum finally arrived and we bought lotsa stuff for farewell and necessities.

- Turquoise leggings from Uniqlo
- Skinnies from Uniqlo
- Black sandals/slippers from C&K
- Retro black and white skirt from Cotton On
- Black skirt from Cotton On
- Grey vest from Cotton On
- 'Step On it Cupid' Little Black Dress
- Sex, Lies and Online Chatting' Little Black Dress
- A mango smoothie

Ahh, I feel accomplished.
So now I am home.
On Allkpop.
Seeing that.
UKISS IS COMING TO SINGAPORE OHEMGEE.
And Dongho has changed his hair back to black.
But he looks cuter that way.



Date:
Time: 12:02 AM
Without U

"Gonna be okay~"

Damn, Khun. With that type of tease, how do you expect me to wait 22April?


I'm definitely learning the instrumental cause it sounds so awesome already.
Oh, and is that blood running down their faces?




Date: Apr 13, 2010
Time: 9:17 PM
"So let's do a duet together"

90th Post.

So today was the Home Ec Practical test.
Although my dough was quite fail but after baking it turned out alright I guess
Seeing that Gin stuffed the whole tart in her mouth.

After school, went to meet up with Gin, Rachel, Elyse, Isabel and Candice to practice our dance.
It turned out so awesome
I'm so proud~
Need to go shopping this weekend to get neon leggings.
Omg, won't it be awesome if I can find the holey ones?
Hahahahahahahahahaha.
Having my latest daydream about BB.
Stopped daydreaming to post this so right now, TOP is still singing HaruHaru with me.
LMAO.

Great, now I don't even know who is filing a lawsuit against who now.
Damn, I just wish this whole thing will end soon and the DBSK boys can be free.
Although it's sad to see them going solo but
I guess it's for the best anyway if they are not satisfied with the status quo.

Dates to look forward to:

22 April - 2PM Comeback
24 April - Guides Farewell ):
1 May - SS501 Comeback
May don't know when - SHINee Comeback, Suju4jib, BEG Comeback

Although with MYEs just looming 28 days later, Idk what to think now.
I feel accomplished cause I have finished learning my 30 phrases for Chinese test.





Date: Apr 11, 2010
Time: 7:37 PM



I think dear old Mir will be freaked out by my eyes.
Haha, to his house?
Nyeheheheheheheh.
What I 'kinda' enjoyed it?!
Obviously I thoroughly did.



Date:
Time: 7:32 PM
EVEN MORE YAYNESS



KHUN FTW.
Er, but I don't want Jay to be my rival.


Date:
Time: 7:32 PM
MORE YAYNESS.



HAHA GIKWANG YAYZ.


Date:
Time: 7:27 PM
Hohoho, I like this one



Hhoho, I am satisfied for this
YAY MIR


Date:
Time: 7:16 PM
CRAP.



OMG NOO.
WHY IS TOP MY ENEMY HUH.
AND I DON'T WANT DAESUNG LA.
I WANT TOP.
I hate this quiz.
Grah.


Date: Apr 10, 2010
Time: 2:16 PM
Natural Smokey

Ah shucks, and suddenly I am a VIP.

After watching Idol World (Yeah, it happens to everyone)
I have officially added BB to my list.
Actually I liked Jiyoung
Then Tracy liked him
So then I liked Taeyang
Then I saw Lies MV
And I liked Seungri
But I started watching Idol World
And I found Daesung cute
After watching a little more
I liked TOP
But after a while
I liked Taeyang again
And finally,
I have decided for TOP.

Ahhh that Natural Smokey Eyes.

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Today I'm gonna visit my Dad.
But I guess I'm used to it now.
It's been 8 years after all.



Date: Apr 8, 2010
Time: 9:44 PM
Day By Day

Call me a mountain tortoise
But I have just finished watching Haru Haru MV for the first time.
And oh damn I cried.
I just hate deaths.
Hate them.
The sorrow felt.
The thing that cannot be replaced.
Don't you wish that death didn't exist?

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Happy birthday Mykie!
And Happy Belated Birthday to Gauri!
And Happy Early Birthday to Evelyn!
You babes take care of yourselves kay.

Ohyes, Happy Birthday to Kim Jjong.
Hahahha
Continue to be a shorty old man



Date: Apr 6, 2010
Time: 9:27 PM
Glasses are the new awesome

Oh My Gosh
This is damn awesome.
It's totally awesome.
Sit back and spaz while you watch.


AHHHHH.
OK,
I have 2.4 NAPFA tomorrow.
How great.
And I am still coughing.
I'm gonna grow abs at this rate.
Damn, I hope I don't vomit again.


Date: Apr 4, 2010
Time: 12:23 AM
Anchovy + Horse





HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS.
Hope ya'll prosper in your individual careers.
And yes, those are JM's feet.


Date: Apr 1, 2010
Time: 10:03 PM
That trophy is ours;



I'm gonna post about everything that happened todayy.

So it was Sports Carnival today~
Reached Toa Payoh Stadium at around 7AMish.
Walked into Gate 1 and saw that quite an amount of people reached already.
And PXY was there already too.
Walked over to the PANKHURST side and put my bag down.
Apparently Nayirah, Clarabelle, Beatrice and the other Sec 3&4s House Comm Members were there already.

Started off by putting my RED hairband with the RED 'P' on my head.
Then, the face paint was revealed and we all went crazy.
Haha, with the RED 'P's on our faces, we soon went to draw hearts and (yesung) on our arms too.

More people had arrived already.
So we gave out the cheer sheets and the RED 'P's to people.

After that was sang the National Anthem and Pledge.
And the Torch Lighting began
It started off with Fry, Keller, Curie, PANKHURST and Bronte.
Then they lit of the thingy.

And the races began.

Good Ol' Andrea Mae helped PANKHURST to win a few races.
And those awesome PANKHURST people who participated too were awesome.
And the whole PANKHURST is awesome
We cheered and we cheered until we lost our voices.

But it was worth it.

PANKHURST won first place in the CHEER COMPETITION.
We were all so happy we started jumping up and down, using the remaining of our voices to screammmmmm.
Yes, I bet everyone has a sore throat now.

Although we didn't get first for the whole Sports Carnival, remember this.
It's all about the Passion.
This doesn't determine the House Champion of the Year.
We all tried our best so yeah, let's continue to rock alright?

After the Sports Carnival, PXY, Mao, Michelle, Priscilla & Gloria went to TP HDB Hub to have lunch.
Then, we walked around and took the train, finding ourselves at City Hall.
Walked to Suntec City.

To our disappointment, Remember Me wasn't showing there (I was later informed by ChunYee that RM was only showing at Shaw Cinemas)
So we decided to watch


HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON.
But the timing was too late.

So then we walked all the way to Marina Square to see the 2.10 show.
Shared and bought a Nachos Combo set with PXY.
Then went in the cinema.
Gosh, it was such a nice show.
Made me teary-eyed at a lot of parts.
Toothless is !@#$^**&@%$* cute.
He reminds me of youknowwho.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.
Awwww, he looks like a cat la.

Kay, after the movie, we went to KIDDY PALACE.
Why?
Cause of this.



Hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha MARINA SQUARE. KIDDY PALACE. NERF DARTS.


Gosh, I love that place.

Went around kissing all the Nerf Darts.

(I told you I would do that)

Spazzed there fore a while more

Then Mao, PXY and I headed home.

Ahhh, what a fruitful day.