As Gloria said, in a week, there is always one day which is the crappiest.

This is my day.

Everything just came at once.

Not just the leg thing, the MYEs, the work and the stress.

Yeah, you may think I am a slacker but apparently you don't see I am trying to make an effort right?

Seeing all the past year MYE papers, it made me realise how close we are to it.

How much it affects our marks and it determines whether we get.

Then here comes Math strolling in.

The black sheep.

Do you know whenever we get a piece of math homework, how scared I feel.

How stressed I feel when I sit at my study table and begin doing it.

I don't know whether I am able to do it or not

I don't know what will happen tomorrow when I show blanks cause I simply cannot get the answer

And I have English, Chinese test tomorrow

Throw in math homework tonight and the feeling of dread that I am getting back Lit test marks tomorrow and you've got yourself one crazy girl.

Came home late today so I guess it's going to be one hectic night.

And here enters the leg thing.

A have a rectangular patch of bruising about 3x1 cm on my calf.

No, I am not blaming you Mao.

It's just that the bruise makes my life more inconvenient.

That I have to be very careful when I sit down or stand up.

And I know how leaders feel like now

When you have to control somebody but that person just refuses to listen.

But you cannot lose your cool at them cause it will make them lose their trust in you

So all you can do is just to quietly simmer there.

One more thing,

I feel very disappointed when I see xxxx neglect me in the whole thing

Yes, I know xxxx is the person in charge of the thing but do you know I have trained very hard too?

Do you know it hurts me that you still do not regard me as a capable participant in the whole thing?

To make sure I do not drag xxxx down, I have practiced so hard and thought my efforts would pay off.

But in the end, I am still regarded as one of them.

I always thought that if I tried my best, others would notice but apparently it does not apply to xxxx.

Sugar, Spice.

Throw in the fact that today was our last Guides Session with the Sec4 Ma'ams and you have got a Kellie crying on the toilet seat.

Saturday is going to be a sad day. But I really hope they see that I do cherish them and I do not want to let them down.

I guess this was the first thing that made me smile today.