Sing for Absolution.

Date: May 30, 2010

Time: 8:28 PM

Though how hard I try....

I don't think I will ever be able to give up Super Junior.

Thinking about my results, I may not concentrate so much on my computer BUT

I will never ever give them up.

Even when I grow old

Even when they grow old.

I believe that I won't be able to forget them.

Even if I get Dementia or some Alzheimer thing.

They'll be safely locked up in my brain somewhere.

I don't know why I have this sudden urge to post about this.

Maybe cause they are coming here, idk (I actually don't really want them to come...)

If this is going to bore you, go click another link ya.

I still remember the first time I got to know them.

It was very brief and I can hardly believe I still remember this.

It was when our LSCEP lesson with Ms Bri was going to end.

She let us play a couple of songs on her TPC to blast.

I remember Gloria or some other person requesting "Sorry Sorry"

That time, I was totally against Kpop so I found the song rather disgusting

And totally not nice at all cause I felt it was all banging and shouting and monotonous.

A few months later,

Jingying talked to me on msn.

She said the guy on her display picture was cute.

She told me to guess who it was and that the guy was from SJ

I immediately went on google and searched for a picture with their names.

I found this picture:

Yeah, so I was comparing that picture of KIBUM to that picture up there.

And then Jingying told me it was Kibum so I was like ok cool.

But my eyes kept going towards Yesung.

Yeap, I thought the rest looked ugly.

(Urgh, sorry, choose the wrong picture to compare anyway)

So that was how Yesung came to be as my bias.

After getting more information from Gloria, Priscilla, Elyse and Rachel...

I was ready to start my journey of being an ELF.

And I guess the rest is history.

I never expected myself to be a fangirl.

I mean, I was reading my diary the other day and I was so crazy over Death Note and The Click Five.

Who would have thought?

But the Hallyu wave is strong here now.

Although my first contact with Kpop for me was when I was in Primary 6.

My friends and I were playing cards using the DBSK Poker Card Deck.

And they told me it was a BANK.

I stupidly believed them (DBS, DBSK?)

Was rather critical towards Jaejoong I remember.

I thought he was a girl.

ANYWAYS.

I remember Gloria telling me

"Yeah, I guess it's always Super Junior in the end"

Yeah, I guess it's true.

No matter how many new groups that have debuted recently (ZE:A, F.Cuz, CNBLUE)

Or how many old groups that debuted before them (H.O.T, SES, BoA, DBSK)

It's always them in the end.

If I was at Dream Concert, I would choose to sit at the Sapphire Blue Section.

Though I do follow up with other groups (SS501, U-KISS, 2PM, MBLAQ, SHINee, BigBang)

If you asked me which was my favourite group, I would definitely say Super Junior.

If you asked me who was my favourite guy, I would definitely say Yesung.

And I have confidence that I will continue to support them in the future.

Even though supporting them is difficult.

If members going off.

But I have never once regretted my decision to become an ELF.

Neither have I regretted the day(15October2009) where I went to google to search for their pictures.

Yes, being a fangirl brings you tears and heartache sometimes.

But most of the times, it brings you joy and happiness.

Even though I don't think I can ever touch them or meet them face to face,

I guess I am still contented watching from afar.

As a silent supporter.

After all, they do say "Saranghae" to all their fans.

I assume that I am bundled up with that collective noun.

It feels great to be loved.

But it feels even greater to love them.

Sing for Absolution
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