Sing for Absolution.

Date: Aug 24, 2010

Time: 10:29 PM

It's Turtle Day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM JONG WOON!~

Finally, the day has come. Where Jongwoon becomes 26 years young. I'll let the pichas and letter do the talking.

Dearest dearest Jongwoon,

Hello thare Jongwoon. I…really am writing this at the spur of the moment. Well today is your birthday! Actually I was pretty hesitant on writing a letter to you since I would feel it was not sincere enough cause it is in English. You probably won’t be reading this anyway but I want to pretend, that just for a moment that you will read this. And you can understand English of course. Because I am not going to go around finding out how to translate this entire letter into Korean.

This is the first time I am celebrating your birthday. I became an ELF on the 15 October 2009. It was approximately 9.22PM. Funny how I became one actually. It was through the influence of Jingying. My exact words about you were “LOL. Judging by the pictures, I think YeSung is the cutest ley” Ahh, yes. That picture which I was referring to was your debut picture, Yesung. Yes, the one where you had red hair. I thought you looked so irresistibly cute. Although I cannot say that I became an ELF at that moment because at that time, I was just a fan.

An anti fan is a moment, a fan is a time, an ELF is a lifetime.

I really do regret not becoming an ELF in Primary 3, when you guys debuted as Super Junior 05. Although I have to go through all the heart aches for 5 years, I really don’t mind. I consider that with each tear, a myriad of smiles will follow after. Looking at myself now, I have certainly gone a long way from the person I was last time. I feel happy whenever I gain new knowledge about you. I guess it makes me feel more…worthy? It makes me feel more worthy to be your fan, your Sungie. Although I know that in actual fact, it is not how much information one retains that qualifies them to be a fan. It is a feeling. It’s a feeling that you feel in your heart. I guess you’ll know it when you feel it. It’s indescribable.

Although I have had many many biases then have come and gone throughout the months, in the end, it is still you. There is something about you that I just love so much. Sure, you aren’t the most popular member. Sure, you aren’t the most well-build member. Sure, you aren’t the most tallest or the most funny. But in my heart, you are all of those and more. You have been gaining more and more popularity since 4jib has been released. You have awesome AOS. You are 178cm which is already very tall compared to me. Your AB-ness and weirdness makes you funny in your own quirky way. I guess I would probably never ever get to talk to you. Much less marry you (But I’m keeping it on my wishlist teehee). But as I think about it, I am just glad that I am able to watch you from afar. I am glad that I am allowed to love you without anybody restraining me from doing so. So I count my blessings and all in all, I am contented.

I really do hope that you will have the best of birthdays ever. Today, being your 26th birthday. You are one of the oldest in the group. I know you take care of the other boys really well and all. But being more mature is one thing. I wish that you would never ever get rid of your AB-ness and your quirkyness. Because that is just what makes Kim Jong Woon. I am very proud of you Yesung. And maybe you think I have wasted my time on a letter that would probably never ever be read by Yesung. But who said he had to read it? It is my birthday wish from me to him. And it’s the feelings that were put into this letter that matters. At least this makes me even surer of the love I have for him.

Yes, maybe one day I will get out of this fandom. But even as my life goes on and I get STM, I know that you will still be in a special place in my heart. I fear to think about the future of Super Junior, but as they say, “The future can wait”. For now, I’ll just live in the awesome present and smile at the past.

And finally, Jongwoon. I just want you to know that I love you. I have never been ashamed to reveal that my bias was you. You have impact my life in many ways than one. And I am thankful you did because you taught me a lot of things. (Heh, I bet you didn’t know that!) You thought me that it’s okay to be myself. It’s okay to be different. Because in the end, the goodness of it all will just hit people left, right and centre. Thank you, Jongwoon. For making such a great impact in my life. If I had to choose again, you would still be my bias, my Turtle.

I love you.

Always faithful,
Kellie

OKAY, ENOUGH OF WORDS.
I'll let the pictures do the talking.

Oh god, his tiny hands (Y)

The last picture about killed me.

And who could forget how hot he looks in glasses?

Or how awesome he looks in guyliner?

And how his hair just makes him looks hotter

Managing to looks cute and sexy at the same time

And that slight upturned lips

Ahh, once again. Happy Birthday.

Sing for Absolution
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Actually I was pretty hesitant on writing a letter to you since I would feel it was not sincere enough cause it is in English. You probably won’t be reading this anyway but I want to pretend, that just for a moment that you will read this. And you can understand English of course. Because I am not going to go around finding out how to translate this entire letter into Korean. This is the first time I am celebrating your birthday. I became an ELF on the 15 October 2009. It was approximately 9.22PM. Funny how I became one actually. It was through the influence of Jingying. My exact words about you were “LOL. Judging by the pictures, I think YeSung is the cutest ley” Ahh, yes. That picture which I was referring to was your debut picture, Yesung. Yes, the one where you had red hair. I thought you looked so irresistibly cute. Although I cannot say that I became an ELF at that moment because at that time, I was just a fan. An anti fan is a moment, a fan is a time, an ELF is a lifetime. I really do regret not becoming an ELF in Primary 3, when you guys debuted as Super Junior 05. Although I have to go through all the heart aches for 5 years, I really don’t mind. I consider that with each tear, a myriad of smiles will follow after. Looking at myself now, I have certainly gone a long way from the person I was last time. I feel happy whenever I gain new knowledge about you. I guess it makes me feel more…worthy? It makes me feel more worthy to be your fan, your Sungie. Although I know that in actual fact, it is not how much information one retains that qualifies them to be a fan. It is a feeling. It’s a feeling that you feel in your heart. I guess you’ll know it when you feel it. It’s indescribable. Although I have had many many biases then have come and gone throughout the months, in the end, it is still you. There is something about you that I just love so much. Sure, you aren’t the most popular member. Sure, you aren’t the most well-build member. Sure, you aren’t the most tallest or the most funny. But in my heart, you are all of those and more. You have been gaining more and more popularity since 4jib has been released. You have awesome AOS. You are 178cm which is already very tall compared to me. Your AB-ness and weirdness makes you funny in your own quirky way. I guess I would probably never ever get to talk to you. Much less marry you (But I’m keeping it on my wishlist teehee). But as I think about it, I am just glad that I am able to watch you from afar. I am glad that I am allowed to love you without anybody restraining me from doing so. So I count my blessings and all in all, I am contented. I really do hope that you will have the best of birthdays ever. Today, being your 26th birthday. You are one of the oldest in the group. I know you take care of the other boys really well and all. But being more mature is one thing. I wish that you would never ever get rid of your AB-ness and your quirkyness. Because that is just what makes Kim Jong Woon. I am very proud of you Yesung. And maybe you think I have wasted my time on a letter that would probably never ever be read by Yesung. But who said he had to read it? It is my birthday wish from me to him. And it’s the feelings that were put into this letter that matters. At least this makes me even surer of the love I have for him. Yes, maybe one day I will get out of this fandom. But even as my life goes on and I get STM, I know that you will still be in a special place in my heart. I fear to think about the future of Super Junior, but as they say, “The future can wait”. For now, I’ll just live in the awesome present and smile at the past. And finally, Jongwoon. I just want you to know that I love you. I have never been ashamed to reveal that my bias was you. You have impact my life in many ways than one. And I am thankful you did because you taught me a lot of things. (Heh, I bet you didn’t know that!) You thought me that it’s okay to be myself. It’s okay to be different. Because in the end, the goodness of it all will just hit people left, right and centre. Thank you, Jongwoon. For making such a great impact in my life. If I had to choose again, you would still be my bias, my Turtle. I love you. Always faithful, Kellie OKAY, ENOUGH OF WORDS. I'll let the pictures do the talking. Oh god, his tiny hands (Y) The last picture about killed me. And who could forget how hot he looks in glasses? Or how awesome he looks in guyliner? And how his hair just makes him looks hotter Managing to looks cute and sexy at the same time And that slight upturned lips Ahh, once again. Happy Birthday.